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[personal profile] heartlands 2021-06-28 08:25 pm (UTC)(link)
I...

[screams internally]

Yes. Accurate. Anyways. Everything is fine now.
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[personal profile] heartlands 2021-06-28 08:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[okay, he does smile a little at that.]

Well, we literally just got engaged on the day I came here, so. If we get out of here okay, probably a couple months down the line.
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[personal profile] heartlands 2021-06-28 08:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Ha. I'm pretty sure my mom would kill me if we didn't plan some kind of ceremony, but it's a nice thought.
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[personal profile] heartlands 2021-06-28 08:39 pm (UTC)(link)
They definitely do not! What's Vegas?
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[personal profile] heartlands 2021-06-28 08:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, but then... Where's the party? Do they have that ready in an hour, too?
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[personal profile] heartlands 2021-06-28 08:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Huh! That's neat.

[but, after a second:]

Okay, your turn. What's the guy you're dating like? I think his name was - Adrien?
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[personal profile] heartlands 2021-06-28 08:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[despite how het this is, he smiles.]

He sounds pretty great. I'm happy for you.
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[personal profile] heartlands 2021-06-28 09:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[well. how can he disagree, when she says it like that?]

Yeah. We both will.
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[personal profile] heartlands 2021-06-28 09:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[he blinks.]

What is it...?
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[personal profile] heartlands 2021-06-28 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[he hesitates for another moment, but:]

Is it that bad...? Not being angry is a good thing, right? I mean, I don't like being mad, it's not a good feeling.
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[personal profile] heartlands 2021-06-28 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
...You still don't have to if you don't want to.

[but...]

Just - I didn't want any of this, either.
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[personal profile] heartlands 2021-06-28 09:53 pm (UTC)(link)
...I wish I could have said something the first time I had to hurt someone without risking something worse happening. Honestly, sometimes I kind of wish I had said something even with the risk.

[he takes a breath.]

People were really upset about what happened, you know? I was, too. We all care about you a lot.
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[personal profile] heartlands 2021-06-28 10:04 pm (UTC)(link)
I...

[holy shit. he looks - pretty surprised for a second, actually, but after a second:]

We couldn't tell anyone except the people we wanted to invite. That's kind of how it works. [...] And even if we could have, it's... different than you think it is, I can almost guarantee. I knew it had to happen, and I knew that it would make the both of them safe, but I still - actually doing it is so much worse than you could imagine. I wouldn't have wanted you to do that.

[but, after a beat:]

But I didn't want what happened to you to happen, either.

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