anyway, lila's brow furrows, but after a moment, she nods.]
...okay, you don't have to tell me. But... talk to someone, eventually, okay? Even if it isn't me. It seems like this is eating you up inside, and you shouldn't have to carry it alone.
You have my thanks, Lila. I know not where I may go from here... But there is an awful, terrible truth that must lurk somewhere underneath this illusion of a school, and we cannot allow any more to be subjected to what ever lies beneath.
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[alphinaud what. why?? lila's brow furrows.]
What do you mean, you don't deserve it...? We're friends. Of course I'm going to be kind to you... especially when you've been nothing but kind to me.
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Alphinaud doesn't know how many times he has to repeat it wasn't real to himself before he'll believe it. ]
I— I am speaking strangely. I apologize; I have not been able to think straight.
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[just. judging by his burns... and everything...]
Would it help to talk about it? Maybe it would make organizing your thoughts easier...?
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There are horrid acts I have committed, Lila, and I do not dare to think of burdening you with any of it.
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sounds fake to her]
...keeping it to yourself is burdening you, though, isn't it? It's not a burdren, I want to help.
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[ There's a desperation that grows in his voice. ]
I beg of you. I cannot.
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anyway, lila's brow furrows, but after a moment, she nods.]
...okay, you don't have to tell me. But... talk to someone, eventually, okay? Even if it isn't me. It seems like this is eating you up inside, and you shouldn't have to carry it alone.
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You have my thanks, Lila. I know not where I may go from here... But there is an awful, terrible truth that must lurk somewhere underneath this illusion of a school, and we cannot allow any more to be subjected to what ever lies beneath.
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[
and then lwj gets murdered that very night. wow.]
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Nor do I... Pray, ware your step henceforth. That we are once again locked within our dormitories bodes ill for what's to come.
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To the best of my ability, I shall.
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...thank you.