idk about that more like an ally, maybe...? it just likes me because i fed it i don't wanna let it run off to the flock yet just in case it's yknow helpful tomorrow ig
well! if it does then you've found a solution for all the people who keep getting attacked by geese if we can feed them to make them lay off, maybe we should just get a bunch of bread? or whatever it is geese eat
[lila opens her emails to send ichiro a message and has to pause when she sees that picture of a goose in the earlier ones. that's an unpleasant reminder! so it takes a little while before she actually texts him.]
i was thinking that when we were talking about someone more experienced and someone less experienced but she's my dormmate and she's always been kind to me so i wanted to believe in her
but i kept thinking it even though i didn't want to
[ well! he's here!! ichiro's just sitting, good arm wrapped around his knee, just sort of staring off into the void. when someone says his name, he glances over. ]
That doesn't mean it wasn't awful. Like, hello? You went through a whole bunch of crap.
[...]
There's a huge difference between how you felt at the start of all this and how you're feeling now, right? And that's because of this place and that stupid story, which we're going to put through a shredder and then set the shreds on fire.
[there's a brief thought - oh, yikes, is this how it was for the others back when i was...? - and then she shakes her head to dispel the thought.]
...I get that you probably don't want to talk about it, but you might actually feel better if you do. [...] Or at least if you're not, I dunno, stewing with your thoughts? We could go do something for a distraction...
[ because he knows he's not fun to be around like this. he knows - he knows how quick he is to lose his temper. how anger is always his closest companion, in misery. ]
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and she's also sort of thinking aloud, which works since ichiro is nearby.]
This kind of feels like another one of those icebreaker games, you know?
week 1 friday - text
a picture of a goose. it's sitting in ichiro's lap, in a fluffy pile of feathers. ]
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more like an ally, maybe...? it just likes me because i fed it
i don't wanna let it run off to the flock yet just in case it's
yknow
helpful tomorrow ig
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that's fair
an animal was helpful last week too
it's not like, trying to bite you or anything, is it?
the geese can be really vicious...
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it attacked us in the library and i managed to chill it out.
idk if its gonna last lol
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if it does then you've found a solution for all the people who keep getting attacked by geese
if we can feed them to make them lay off, maybe we should just get a bunch of bread?
or whatever it is geese eat
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i'll look it up, i just gave it a scrap of chicken from the fridge because i was searching the kitchen anyway.
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didn't even think about that
huh
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but it's probably okay?
i haven't seen any chickens wandering around...
w1, saturday
ichiro, can i ask you something?
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what's up, lila-chan
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[if she walks back into summer dorm is she going to be sleeping under the same roof as a killer...]
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I voted for Byleth-san.
It could've been Ichinose-san too.
But I thought Byleth-san was the best bet.
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when we were talking about someone more experienced and someone less experienced
but she's my dormmate and she's always been kind to me so i wanted to believe in her
but i kept thinking it even though i didn't want to
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i want to think everyone's got the potential to be good.
but two people in our group - don't.
sucks ass.
the whole situation's bull.
don't blame yourself for thinking that way.
KICKS GMAIL WTF
i don't want to go back to the dorm...
i feel like if i look at her she'll know i'm suspicious
but i don't want to stay away for too long either...
it would make the others worry
w6, sunday
anyway! lila finds ichiro by the moat.]
...Ichiro?
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...Lila. [ they're back, that's good. ]
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...seems like you've been having a really hard time. I'm sorry there wasn't more we could do from over there.
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You guys did plenty. Everyone's back, that's what matters.
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You worked hard, too. [...] I kinda wanna burn this place down for what it did to you. And I'm probably not the only one you're gonna hear that from.
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Me? Not like I got forced into killing anyone.
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[...]
There's a huge difference between how you felt at the start of all this and how you're feeling now, right? And that's because of this place and that stupid story, which we're going to put through a shredder and then set the shreds on fire.
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[ britt im so sorry ]
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...I get that you probably don't want to talk about it, but you might actually feel better if you do. [...] Or at least if you're not, I dunno, stewing with your thoughts? We could go do something for a distraction...
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[ I'm really not. he shifts a little, almost curling up on himself tighter. ]
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Unless this is your way of saying you don't want my company?
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[ because he knows he's not fun to be around like this. he knows - he knows how quick he is to lose his temper. how anger is always his closest companion, in misery. ]
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[so! she's not going anywhere.]