...it's just frustrating to only be able to watch.
[she sighs and sits up.]
And then on top of that, people were cursing each other during it...? They're still able to actually do things over there, and - and that's what they do? And we just had to watch that?
[after a moment, clearly trying to stop himself from getting frustrated:]
No! I'm not going to stop trying to help, and it's not because I pity you, it's because you're my friend, and that's what friends do for each other! They don't just leave whenever it's convenient! And they don't throw pillows at each other unless it's in a fun sleepover way, so please don't do that again!
Don't - don't just sit there and lecture me about what friends do!
[she's clearly frustrated and also not trying to stop herself from being that way? she needs a nap. she really needs a nap.]
I know it's stupid to be upset about this, okay? I know it is. Getting mad about it isn't even going to do anything. At least in Paris, it'd... [she shakes her head.] So, no, I didn't want to keep sitting out there watching all of that, when getting mad about it is just useless, but that doesn't mean it's any easier to just stop getting mad! It's not like it's a switch I can just turn on or off! Talking about it is just making me more mad because I keep thinking about it!
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[she sighs and sits up.]
And then on top of that, people were cursing each other during it...? They're still able to actually do things over there, and - and that's what they do? And we just had to watch that?
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Right...
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[stares at him]
Why are you saying it like that.
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[that seems sincere, at least!!]
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Do you know who it came from.
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It is...
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And I'm sorry. I know how much you wanted to get chosen.
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[a beat]
Maybe you would feel better if you did?
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her response to that is to throw a pillow at him i'm so sorry]
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[he tries to duck but it hits him in the face]
I'm trying to help, you know?
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[...]
I'm fine.
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No! I'm not going to stop trying to help, and it's not because I pity you, it's because you're my friend, and that's what friends do for each other! They don't just leave whenever it's convenient! And they don't throw pillows at each other unless it's in a fun sleepover way, so please don't do that again!
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[she's clearly frustrated and also not trying to stop herself from being that way? she needs a nap. she really needs a nap.]
I know it's stupid to be upset about this, okay? I know it is. Getting mad about it isn't even going to do anything. At least in Paris, it'd... [she shakes her head.] So, no, I didn't want to keep sitting out there watching all of that, when getting mad about it is just useless, but that doesn't mean it's any easier to just stop getting mad! It's not like it's a switch I can just turn on or off! Talking about it is just making me more mad because I keep thinking about it!
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