[she looks a little caught-out at having been asked that, and hides her expression by looking down at her tea again.]

...I was doing pretty well, up until. Um. All of this. [murder!! wow!!] Being here is kind of strange, but... you have to make the best of situations like these, right? That's what I was thinking, up until Friday, but...

[how can you make the best out of someone dying!!]